An interesting thought...

So, even thought i've lost 87lbs in the past year.. (about 52lbs since surgery..) It still hasn't really registered wtih me yet.... i still feel really fat (I know in pictures i look better... and at certain angles my legs look totally normal... when you can't see all the skin that i'll need to have removed.. lol), overweight, unhealthy, whatever. I don't see much of a difference in myself,.

I was carrying a milk jug today.. 1 gallon.  and one gallon of orange juice,.. just taking them into the house, from the car. they're about 8lbs a piece, i believe.. maybe a little over like 8.3lbs or something.

I've lost 87lbs. that's almost 11 gallons of milk.

Holy Crap.

I was carrying around that much weight. on my body. and my body is still functioning? not crippled and crushed? how the hell does that happen?
i'm thinking if i had those gallons attached to me as i walk around.... I'd probably pass out...

No wonder I had so many issues with my blood pressure before... dear lord!


I've had an epiphany today. That is all.

-ashley.

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